Powell,
I feel the exact same thing. I’ve been pushing my way through it and I’ve found out that my drawings are better when I don’t use the same holding position of the pencil ( I use tripod grip?!). But trust me you are learning the skill.
The time limite is this session probably is main issue.
I’ve tried to draw the same pictures but without any time limit and it went much much better. Pratice over and over again and be paciente (I know it’s hard).
For each lesson I give my self a week of pratice, then I move to the next one. Also draw things you like just for some loose and fun drawings sessions. You’ll see how many unexpected cool drawings will pop out. And that’s super motivating.
Learning from video lessons is always hard but you can do it, trust me!
I hope this helped you in anyway.
Cheers.
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